Electrocution, Sledge Hammers, and Withdrawls

I take a anti-depressant every day, well mostly. I do forget every now and again. The interesting thing is, I don't notice I forgot because of mood changes, 1 day won't do that, but because of the physical withdrawal that my body goes through. The symptoms can best be described as being electrocuted, getting hit in the chest with a sledge hammer, and touching the mirror in the matrix all at once. Another symptom is that my sleep is filled with extremely vivid dreams. This isn't necessarily a bad thing except that it inevitably means that I wake up with my heart racing for one reason or another and thus my night sleep is less than enjoyable. It definitely makes for an interesting time.